I keep on coming up
I keep on throwing up
tryna remember where my minds at so help me up
this pain running deep
these smiles all seem cheap
always something in my system to help me to sleep
I feel unable
I feel disable
tryna think back to when my brain was stable
and now these ghosts taunt
and now they're pulling me
and now it's getting dark
and I can't fuckin' breathe
cause I don't want to die tonight
but I don't want to live this life
and every time I look around
all my hero's are dead
I keep on comin' down and I don't make a sound
even when I spill my guts upon the whole ground
this magic potion, this liquor ocean
like petrol to get this machine in motion
a bag of medz to mend our heads
so we can sit back and forget the dread
seem's I was mislead
don't judge the cover
I was misread
I feel insane
I feel betrayed
liquid brains
black lungs
and lemonade
still got a good heart
because I'm love smart
and I'll never let anyone tear us apart
things are always strange
hypothetical cage
confused and dazed
these days are all the rage
you thought it was a phase
when days seem so grey
you want happiness
you gotta pay
cause I don't want to die tonight
but I don't want to live this life
and every time I look around
all my hero's are dead